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Name: Nick
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/16/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: I longboard, I worship, I djembe, I frisbee, I game, I dance, I goof, I nerd it up, I read, not in that order. And my feet are cold.
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AIM:  slimskrede
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Member Since:
1/14/2005
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| Can't sleep. I checked my email to find that I have been rejected from the staff at Paradise this summer. Meaning they don't want me to come back.
Any of you that know me (specifically that know me at paradise), could you tell me if I did something, or didn't do something...I don't know, I guess I just want to know why. Paradise feels more like home than my own bed does. I miss the ropes course, the monkey bar platform, campfires, washing endless amounts of silverware, symposium...I've been excited about going back since I left last summer. Honestly...I thought I was being good in waiting till late September to email Len asking about coming back. Was I too eager? I even started listening to Coldplay because of the simple 2 weeks last summer...thanks to Matt and Britt...I hated Coldplay. I'm not pissed at all, it just makes me to want to give up, or cry, or something.
Thoughts, anyone?
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| Not referring to the show, albeit it is a great show.
I just feel lost. I went to Axis (Gen-X ministry at willow), and felt about as lost, awkward, and depressed at being there than I ever have at Willow. Willow just doesn't feel quite right anymore. Willow isn't home like it used to be; and that's a shock to someone who has spent their last 20 years going to one church. I don't even know where to start looking, or what I need to be looking for.
And I really wish I could restart this semester. I spent so much time trying to figure out one class, that I've screwed myself in the others. Maybe not completely screwed, but surely unable to get my A in at least one, hard pressed to get a B in a class that would have been cake was I not pre-occupied.
Amanda and I are doing great, but other than that I'm not sure what to report. It's like quicksand, one thing isn't right and everything else just keeps getting worse and worse in turn. I am in dire need of a wreck on my 'day to day'.
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| Nifty, so now that have a "title" option on here. If I was to title this entry, I'd call it, "I'm sweaty."
That's about all I have to report. Life is good, I'm too tired to type more than that. But I'm sweaty and smell so a shower is in order. The order. As in, order after I'm done here. Yes.
Where'd I put that damn mind I once had?
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| So on occasion I get these awful awful headaches right? Like, make me nauseous if I walk around too much and can't concentrate to write my name on a paper headaches. Some would call them migraines, I call them damn annoying. I've recently have discovered something about these headaches....they only result when I spend copious amounts of time doing differential equations; my calc class.
It's official. Migraines are the result of crunching mathematical equations, specifically "Differential Equations in Calculus" as my class is so eloquently named. I renamed it...ready? "Mallet to the jaw" I think it's got more a ring to it, as well as being more true.
Moral of the story, never take Differential Equations unless you:
1. Are masochistic
2. Enjoy spending your savings on Excedrin Migraine
3. Are bound to by your college degree requirements such as myself.
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| So I got this great idea!! I'll release this really powerful operating system that'll support the new 64 bit processors that are coming out. It'll utilize all the power of the processor giving the user all the speed they could ever want!! I'm excited about this idea like a 10 year old boy when he watches baywatch! I'm so excited I'm going to ignore the whole driver database/compatibility side of my operating system. I mean, come on, who needs to run software when you can just load the operating system REALLY REALLY fast! Mac users...but that's beside the point! OH, better yet! I'll make sure they can use all of my other products, just no one elses! Haha, this is going to be great!! My name is Bill Gates!!
Up yours Microsoft.
So I took new parts leftover from Pavel and Oaf's computers (yeah...they had extra motherboards, cases, processors...) and combined it with my current computer to get one sick machine. Using an AMD Athlon 3800 64bit processor overclocked an extra .5ghz the speeds on this beast are through the roof. After motherboard checks, windows loads in some 8 or so seconds.
But here's the catch. Normal Windows XP can't support this processor due to the cycle format that it runs. So you've got to use what's called Windows XP x64 bit Edition. No problem, right? Normal XP loads just about everything and is basically one step away from a full fleged PnP system. No, Microwhore decided to not use XP as their foundation for x64 bit edition. Pay no mind to the words "XP" or "edition" in the title...this is actually Windows 2000 64-bit Server Edition with a little extra juice and a makeover. The driver database and the compatibility with current software/hardware is basically non-existant. Gates just decided to have a little pre-ejaculation with this "OS", get a little cash flow (nevermind that out of the 5 people I know running it there are ZERO legal versions) before they cleared their pipes with Windows Vista...which is still in it's beta stages.
My computer now runs sickly well, but only supports 1/3 of my previous software. It looks really cool, it even freakin glows!! Wait wait...I got it!! Runs fast, no software support, looks cool...all I have to do now is paint a bigass white apple on the side of it and call it a day! I am now a mac user...
I think I'll just get another harddrive, chop that into a few more decent size partitions, and load freakin Linux and regular XP on there.
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